A short wise story hah

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WBT

Looking back when I was young, there were so many stupid and foolish things I might laugh about. Friends, relationships, loves, studies and you know... stuffsss... hey so many lah! There's a time when me and Haajar and Hani were sooooo obsessed with Gossip Girl drama series that we even called each other B and S and V (only gossip girls sejati know what those letters mean) and sumpah lawak gila bila teringat balik. Also when we were so obsessed with Japanese drama siries as well, Buzzer Beat, Gokusen, Yamashita Tomohisa dengan kawan dia lagi sorang tu tak ingat apa nama ntah.

Belum masuk cerita pasal fashion sense lagi. Tight jeans with baggy sweat shirt, tudung yuna, loads of colorful pashminas, color block mixed and match outfit, they way we walk, the way we talk, the way we greet each other, those k-pop things and so many other pengaruh yea I know that would be so stupid bila teringat balik. 

Relationship? Oh, that one is not so happy to talk about. But there's one thing about me, I USED TO BE A GIRL WITH SO MANY IMAGINATIONS. I don't know how my brain was functioning back then, but it so obvious that's I have dated so many guys in my imagination. Hahah. Even a singer, actor, cartoon character??? Crush dengan A, dah terus berangan jadi boyfriend. Crush dengan B, petang tu jugak berangan jadi boyfriend. Crush dengan C, by night I already started to plan our wedding ceremony told you memang macam bodoh habis perangai dulu-dulu.

But I have to accept it as a part of growing up. Same things happen now. Bila dah dewasa ni, kadang-kadang bila dok perhatikan perangai anak-anak kat kolej tu, ada masa terdetik jugak, 'aku-dulu-pun-macam-tu'. Terutamanya perempuanlah which I find it somehow, EXTREMELY ANNOYING bila masing-masing berperangai macam tak serupa dengan pembawakan diri. Zaman dah berubah. Itu betul. So tak boleh samakan aku zaman dulu, dengan budak zaman sekarang. 

Well, berbeza zaman doesn't mean you can't differentiate between good and wise. Itu yang ramai orang confuse sekarang kalau tak, tak mungkin yang berpurdah yang bertudung labuh yang bersongkok serban pun keluar hujah macam-macam, pose sakan, That's my major concern. Sebab sekarang duduk dekat Islamic College so berat dia tu lain macam.

Not to forget to mention, their imagination is REAL! Because most of my students nowadays ramai yang kahwin awal, kahwin masa study, kahwin ikut trend kawan-kawan (eh), and so many reasons lagi tapi yang jadi annoying tu when they're so excited menunjukkan hari-hari bahagia, 'kau milikku aku milikmu', 'indahnya perancangan Allah apabila Dia menyatukan kita setelah berbagai rintangan dan dugaan yang dilalui', MasyaAllah sistur, ramai lagi rasanya makhluk Allah yang diuji tapi bukan semuanya perlu diwar-warkan kepada umum sampai begitu now you know what does I mean by WISE?

Itu jelah nak cakap. Nak cakap lebih-lebih kang risau kot besok kena dekat anak sendiri pulak. Well, it's rather a reminder to myself. Jangan terlalu suka expose perasaan dan hal-hal privasi kepada umum. Eh, belog is another story jangan samakan macam social media yang lain ok. Bye!

p/s: happy women's day to me.