In the humble abode

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WBT

It's been almost ten months I'm staying with them. These humble abode girls, so called the witness of my upside down journey, since the day I met this A guy, next to the B, to the C and D and E and counting (what a numbers), well, that's the truth. Them girls know better.

'Is it that guy who makes weird sound on the phone?' - 'Is it the one you met at bla bla bla' - 'Oohh, that asshole who claim he's single but actually was a fucking someone else's husband, yaa yaa I remember that one.'

You get what I mean?

So basically, they're my biggest support system as well. When it's hard to explain why you always switching partner that other people even think that you're a player, even when it's hard to explain why would you bother to quit your stable job and accept the uncertain position at other place, (to the extent people even think you're stupid for making such decision) also when you keep arguing with your parents and silently complaining where on earth they are living that makes their minded are so intolerant or at least try to listen to their kids opinion, (some people even said I'm such an ungrateful daughter), but well, they do. These humble abode girls do.

Because I'm telling you, there's so much chemistry in the house I shall call this is the perfect air you can't even call your home, HOME. (of course literally, your real home is still the best). But this one too, never fail to make you feel so comfy every time you reach home after a long tiring class and day at college.

So that's Ayu and Mira. The sisters in each family. (semua pun anak sulung I mean)

But each carrying their own traits. Has own strengths and weaknesses. I can't even explain how we perfectly complete each other just like a team. Also silently wish that we stay like this forever well you know, since married is no longer my thing right now. Just let me take care of them lah.

Of course I can write longer than this but you see, not every secret can be reveal. As always, love and girls, never easy to make it compatible. Dealing with parents that sometimes overprotecting, sisters that super annoying, husband or boyfriend that really frustrating, the troublesome colleagues, the monthly financial issues, perhaps we're still under recruitment that Allah put us on each and every test He can so soon InsyaAllah, each of us will be able to face the world alone.

Are you sure alone?

#believing

p/s: Thank you girls, for simply just... be there for me.